We are Having a Girl!!
I really wanted a gender reveal party, it was my idea, but i have to admit...i was feeling anxious. As soon as my friend and i left the hospital, i kept trying to guess if it was a boy or girl, the fact that she knew what i was having was killing me even more. I kept telling her " What if you just let me know what it is , and we can surprise everyone else?" She wasn't going to give in easily, so i gave up trying to convince her to tell me, plus i really wanted to do this and i didn't want to ruin that.
To be honest i think we both wanted to have a boy. But at the same time we didn't really care to have another baby girl, i think that i just wanted to take on a new journey and experience life with a baby boy. But at the end of the day like i said we didn't care to have another girl. Since the beginning I've always said and told many people that all i really cared for, was to have a healthy baby and a safe delivery, that has always been so important to me. Plus, as far as i can remember, growing up i really wanted to have an older sister, someone to share clothes with and a sister to give me advice.
My Reaction?
Well as many of you saw my reaction on the video, i looked bummed, but i was more shocked and surprised at how many people had were rooting for a boy, and i think that made it a little harder for me. From the very beginning of this pregnancy everyone close to us, kept saying it would be a boy or either wanting me to have a boy , especially his family. Which I think I felt so pressured and even more emotional when I saw the pink balloons. However , after that I was just happy to have another baby girl. Ready for you baby girl !!!